Today is a momentous day...i have set up my computer desk and now look like i am at mission control....or Carter's lab.

Yep this is my set up and i love it.......now i have to get to work and try and get this music vid off the ground as well as trying to save the world..looking for a job and doing the house work...!!!

TTYL

So as some of you may know i went to Peg 4 last weekend. I was a bloody blast, i don't think i could have had any more fun. There was so much what happened and i don't think i can tell you all that happened. But saying that i will let you into a secret.....i have a twin!!!! Yes i finally met my doppelganger, but thank god she did not try to kill me.

I met some very wonderful people and was surprised to talk to them and they say how good my costume was. I was honored at the comments and think quite a few people took my picture. So here are a few to let you see what i was wearing.

Sam meets the killer Hamster.....
Me the Doppelganger (Phillipa in the middle if you had guessed) and Wendy!
Me!!!

So whatcha think Folks do i pass?

Hey guys i just thought i would post some pictures of me in my uniform!!

So here they are!

It would seem that for the past few years my brother has been playing me for a fool. He believes that it is his god given right to suck me, and my family dry of money....and guess what he finds this funny. He believes that my mum and dad should pay for his student loan!! Can you believe the cheek of the guy.

Enough of the moaning....

Well i called in the new year with friends family and loved ones....i was not feeling the best and got quite drunk...but hey it was fun. Right now I am trying to find another job as my old one ends in a few weeks...

Man i am goingt o miss those guys...but they can not keep me on..shame.  But i am getting distracted from the job hunt, by playing on my RPG sites. I'm so getting into it, i just hope it's not going to be to addictive.

Short but sweet!! but then i am being boring today!!

Over the past week, i have found myself floundering in the depths of black mass, a mass so heavy in black matter, that i thought i may never return.

This state of mind is know as my wonderful Bi-Polar disorder. It is a state of mind so consuming that no matter what I do, i see no light.

But yesterday that all changed, when Lys came to see me. I felt an instant calm wash over me and knew that if i did fall into the center of the black mass, that she would be there to pull me back out. Jay had already tied me on a tether to the Daedalus, but in that state of mind...i feared that nothing would stop me from meeting my inevitable end.

Know i must take each day as it comes a know that i will make it to the other side. I will not let this sickness win, I have to many people in my life who mean to much to me. But i must take baby steps

So here is to a lighter state of mind and distractions....i say cheers to all my loves!!!



The first day i had smiled in a few days!!!!

So i have decided after five years to write a new play.....

Not to sure why it came to me but i had a coocky dream and had to write it down and the more i read it the more i realised that it would make a wonderful dream.

I have no idea how it will pan out but i have got up to scene 4 it is not as dark as my old plays but i think it will just as good....it's just a shame i can not act it out like i could do when i was in drama school.

I must admit that i have missed acting and writing.....but i don't think i could ever go back to it...too much has happened....but we will see. Maybe some one will like the way i look and say hey i have a brill part for you in this play i have...lol.

Not to sure if i will publish this play but i will let some of you read it if i think it is good enough.

As for the rest of my life i have a job interview tomorrow in one of my dream jobs.....in a Book Shop oh i hope i get the job...although i might not get to take any wages home..they might get spent on books.....

that's all for now



Fx

It would seem that i have a very long and interesting mission to Pensthorpe in Norfolk.....

I will be leaving tomorrow (Thursday) and wont be back until next Monday.....which mean pi will have to be away from my squrriel home world for too long.....not sure how i will cope!!!!!

But i have been very busy with baking and have so far made four loaves I still have four more to make and some scones yey....oh by the way i can't cook so this is a huge achievement for me.

sorry for yet another boring post....they will get better i promise!!!!

This is just shit i want to talk to the squirrels but they seem to be every where.....i have found three different sites now we need to get into one place people.....i miss you all and i'm starting to think that this hacker is winning....by getting between us we have split...nolonger whole....and this is very sad.....Come on people pull it together and lets all meet in one place..please...i can't be the only one who finds it hard to keep up with all the different sites.

Sorry rant over now

Mckay meets the giant  hotel room key !!!!

Love and hugs to all people.

xxxxxxxxxxxx

So this will be my first proper blog....and well i have lots to say....!

I will start off my saying that last week i got two new babie ferrets called Sheppard (Boy) and Mckay (girl), they will join my other two ferrets Maximus (girl) and Commidus (girl) strange names i know but there is a story behind them but it will take far to long to explain.
So here is some pictures of them they are so cute i love them so much.......
Maxi
Commi
Mckay
Sheppard

So Trevor and i now have four children...i tell you what they are so much fun to play with you find yourself crawling all over the floor just to keep up with the little buggers.

Over last weekend I was in Skipton, in Yorkshire...a very beautiful place and castle (which is where i was working)...I knowI know why where you working there? i hear you ask.... well the truth is i am an reencator and on some weekends of the year get to work in some of the most beautiful places in England and Europe, teaching people about England and France in the 12th Century.

Here ill add some photo's so you can see......



Here i am with one of my best friend Rach who i have know since she was knee high to a grass hopper...lol.

It all damn good fun and i get to go to castle for free...yey.

And last but by no means least i am having new windows fitted today....and they are nearly finished and looking really good. I will post some pictures of the view out of them, in my next blog.

Well have fun peeps and big hugs to all....

Fuchsia xxxx
Mckay is my very happy place.

Well so here i am... i have finally got a live journal account yey....so watch out for more posts and fan fic.

At the mo i have nothing to say very boring i know but i'm knackered.......so see you around.

F x